Umms n' Errrs

Life ain't never sraight forward. Now on the eve of packing it all in, cans of worms start surfacing. Making me wonder if I should reconsider everything I am about to do. The great gulf of wat ifs appears. Inadvertently no matter which path I take bridges will be burnt. Even if the affected parties don't know it. Cryptic I know but sadly it can't be make crystal clear public knowledge.

Best I can say is what readers already know. I hate this place, I hate this company, I want out. But no reason to get out just for the sake of it. Especially if getting out just means a longer more difficult road ahead. I would only get out if it mean better prospects.

But even when prospects are better I am torn between pure monetary gain plus lack of hassle and the chance to be close to where I would like to live. I have 3 avenues available to me. 1 facilitating the monetary gain. 2 facilitating where I wanna live. The monetary avenue is straight forward. Pick that one and life is straight forward, plus I earn 2X as much as the other 2 and without living expenses to consider. The 1st of the other 2 is very keen to have me aboard but sadly is a complete legal mine field, the other legally simple (and more lucrative) is totally non-responsive and has not fed back to me at all.

So the current path I am headed down is the least financially rewarding and has the most legal headaches. Sounds dumb don't it. Taking a step back and looking down upon it its obvious I should just take the logical choice... BIG money, no hassle...

But such is life that once you are sitting in the hot seat the logical choice never seems the right one... but then neither do any of the others...